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| Wensday morning...wow..boring today..meep |
| 06.30.04 (4:25 am) [edit] |
Well...aside from a few rps, my bud darkdevil58 never came on to rp with me, so I was rp-less...maybe he slept in. Hm..Well going with my neighbor when she get's glasses today, she's not overly thrilled with that..but she does want to see.
So I'm just sitting here on my butt, listening to the music from [url=]www.hos.com[/url] which stands for Hearts Of Space, very good new age music. I just finishes listening to my favorite songs from [url=]www.crissangel.com[/url], whom is my favorite magician. He's broken many records and I look up to him for that, he's broken the longest time under water, the longest time suspended by hooks in his back, the fastest escape since hudini. He's amazing! I want to go to New York City to go see a show..that would be truely amazing!
I'm happy for my nieghbor, being as she'll be able to read better now that it isn't blurry. But after that..we are going to her aunts and going swimming, heh..she's got a nice pool..it's heated! People in Pennsylvania need heated pools during the summer..or else we'll freeze.
Bad thing is the big pool in the gated comunity where I live is cold..they don't heat it and it's the best pool..aside from the cold pool water. The snack bar is great tho..they gots M&Ms, burgers, pizza, ice cream..ect. It's lovely!
I'm half tempted to go eat a bit of chocolate now..at 8:19am..but mom would problaby shoot me, so I think not.
I also had a thought..I noted that no one comments on my bloggie...my poor bloggie..*pats it on the head and nibbles on an imaginary doughnut*
I'm saving up tbucks to get something fancy at the tshop...like fancy java scripting..or a fancy header..heck..I should just make my own..I can do that..but I don't know if I need an image host or if I can upload here. I think I can upload here, I should be able to after all. But I want to load Paint Shop Pro 7 first so I can make a decent header. I just need to decide on my picture and stuff...hmm so much to think about. Plus my HTML stinks.
But it's all going to get better due to the fact that I'm going to a technical school this fall..or I atleast hope to..there's a slim chance that I wont get in which will really stink if I don't, and if I don't..it's off to Cyber School for me..
I'm trying to decide weather to load psp7 now or do it this evening..I've been procrastinating on it for a while now..I will..eventually:wink:.
Not much else is going on..so me is going to go do something..heh..bye!
-Que
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| Yay! |
| 06.29.04 (4:10 pm) [edit] |
Whoo!
I'm getting a new job..this whole Wendy's thing..isn't working..they treat me like crap..they haven't given me a paycheck, their schedualing stinks and did I mention they treat me like crap?
Anyhoos..I wish I could diss Karen now..anyway..I want my paycheck..and I want it NOW! I should have atleast..eh..20 some bucks out of all the crappy hours they gave me.
not much else..except...I'M GETTING A NEW JOBY!
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| Some thoughts on today.............. |
| 06.28.04 (3:34 pm) [edit] |
I made several discoveries today...
1) I don't like the shower head right now..it wont go down enough..I get the first burst of cold water as it turns on. :shock: <----me getting hit by cold water>
2)My work shoes are ugly(I think)
3)I want chicken nuggets
4)I don't like being asked if I put the bacon on a bacon jr. cheese burger...
Well work today was fun...made burgers..cleaned, cleaned and cleaned more. I had dinner a little bit ago..I'm waiting for my bud scott to get online, replied to an email from my kelly. Hmm currently on Runescape..I had a level 8 monster kill me..I need to up my defence now...darn.well off to Dryanmor Village(town in game) to find a bank and get back to that island. More later!
-Que
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| knarf..to morningy...merf |
| 06.28.04 (3:54 am) [edit] |
what I mean is..ish early..for me..in the summer..odd I got up at 6:05 am..hm.
Ooo looky..I did a quizy..I did lots of quizies!
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and another
Hades
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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another
Your Heart is Pink
What Color is Your Heart?
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another
img src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/DarkPhoenixSoul/108 7550285_ndedness01.JPG" border="0" alt="HASH(0x8ab6658)"
Your soul is OPEN-MINDED. Although you do have
strong opinions and make decisions, you never
make them without thinking first of not only
everything that is, but those that may not be
as well. People trust that you'll willingly
hear them out and understand when they tell you
something, and you are well-liked for it. You
are often the mediator in disputes and your
desire to do what is right overcomes all else.
You are an understanding and admirable soul.
What Is Your Soul's Trait?
whee aren't they coool?
Heh..I was bored yesterday..so I got on quizilla and did some quizs.
I find that the word quiz is very bizzare spelled. Don't ya think?eh?
anyhoos My bud scott got back from camping yesterday..he made his mom take his cat with him..his giant kitty named Maow. :D I had a bisquit for breakfast and am currently rping...later!
-Que
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| FOO!(dunno why I picked this one..but anyhoo) |
| 06.27.04 (6:20 pm) [edit] |
Well..My head hurts, my brain itches, my neck is sore, my arms hurt, I spent the last week chasing after 13 year olds and I'm laughing at the word foo...interesting.
When I read my last post..I thought about last night and how much I cried..and I noted that my tears were reallly thick...syrupy like.. :? meep.
I spent most of the day ridding in a car, taking my niece back home and driving back blasting Linkin Park through my walkman. I'm really attached to the songs [i]numb[/i] and the 9th song on Metora..can't remember it..don't wanna go look it up now.
Hmm right now..a friend and I are remembering our camp memories..she got to make-out, er, practice CPR on a dummy..people joked that we made out on it(not me..I didn't have to do the CPR training..)..alotta people made out with that dummy..betcha alot of guys wanted to be that dummy..an all girl camp..hahahaha..I'm shutting up on that now.
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Anyhoos....Hmm jeris is stressed and in pain..poor dude..wish I could help him..that would be hard tho..he's on the other side of the USA..but I'll be his buddy. :)
I kinda wish my cuz lauren would come down and visit me..I haven't seen her in FOREVER.
Hmm..I have to work tomorrow..fun..2-6..no evil Karen hopefully..Karen--- :twisted: Anyhoos..I'm off to do stuff. Latah
-Que
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| Hate, Depression and sorrow |
| 06.26.04 (6:00 pm) [edit] |
I got caught..darn :evil: Mom read one of my yahoo IMs over my shoulder and read what I had said about my niece when she types. I know she's slow and can't help it..but I can't help being irritated by it. I'm human for heaven sake!
I got yelled at and had a lecture by her, and she tried pushing me on to a guilt trip..didn't work. I'm so angry with her, I went up to my room..telling her i wanted socks, I sat up there and cried about it..because I cannot say a thing without her either taking it wrong, yelling at me, or snooping into things. I'm glad she doesn't know about my blogs( I have many). I hurt myself because of her and her control freak ways...I took a good chunk out of the top of my hand using only my fingernails, I hate this..I hate being so confined...she told me when I say things like that it protrays me as a bad person or atleast that how she made me feel. She's relayed some of my worst days at work as a comparason..saying I should show more compassion and have more paitence..I've [b][u][i]NEVER EVER[/i][/u][/b] been a paitent person. She want's me to have the paitence of a saint and loves it when I promote her image as a great mother.Heaven forbid she have childern that aren't extreamly paitent, compassionate(I am that tho) and can do everything she, but better, have a spotless room, be as normal as she is. :( She doesn't care as long as it makes her look like a great mother. I don't feel close to her anymore..we are 2 very different people and it doesn't help that she wants me to be like her, have her perfect cleaning habits, her paitence, I don't want to be like her..I want to be me..I don't know who me is..because of her..I dont' know what happend to the happy person I used to be..I was in a depressive state for a long time, then I got to talk with my dad about it and I started feeling better...but now..it's worse..because of her. Because of her I feel like I'm nothing but someone who's going to be exactly like her. She doesn't really seek me out to tell me something good..the only time she seeks me out is to critic me, yell at me, tell me I did someting wrong, or give me a chore..it seems like I need to be perfect and I can't be..I'm only human.
-Que
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| random issues..... |
| 06.26.04 (2:35 pm) [edit] |
Well..since the last time I posted..I'v had......a soda..my dog in my lap(she's gone now....) listend to the washer go, talk to a few friends..uh worried about my current BF(I met him over the internet..he's a good person..I've seen him on web cam and I have pictures) he's got a few mental problems right now..dealing with depression :( and other hard stuff.. hm. I've started thinking about my bud scott..who is undergoing some depressive and other problems also.. ya know what I notice? I attract people that need help..Maybe I'm being told that I either need to help more poeple or I"m being told I need to be a psychologist..I mean come on..my mom just bought me another psychology book, titled Abnormal Psychology..hmm is someone hinting at me? Odd yes...*sighs*
Also when I think about this now..I do like listening to people talk about their issues and stuff..soo maybe I'm destined to be a Psychologist..ah who knows?
What someone pointed out to me a while back is I'm beginning not to think on my own well being..currently..I haven't thought of anything stupid for awhile..I've thought of doing somethings..but those thoughts haven't risen to thought in a bit..so I think I'm okay..but also someone commented that I would strave myself for the sake of a friend..and yes I would..but I wouldn't go as far as cutting myself to stop someone else for cutting themselves.
Anyway..I'm sitting here reading the recent post topics..hmm here's an interesting one..'Aliens landed in my bedroom' I've had aliens take me away..seriously. I don't remember anything but a light and then it being morning suddenly..twas odd..given me very different points of view about things..also..I'm more jumpy than I used to be after that..odd..
hmm what else..oh yeah..I'm trying to save up so I can go to Canada to visit my Kelly.. :D
okay..back to my rambling here..let's see here 2 of my buddies logged off..one without saying goodbye..bah to them. The other one is just quiet and quite absorbed into gaiaonline.com..meh..I got bored there. I just now Xed out of it. now off to my other online rpg(a better one) runescape.com. I'll problaby find something to kill there..or just try to rob someone by killing them in the wilderness(which is the place where you can do battle with other players)I'll problaby need to level up before I can take down the really beefy people..heh..beef.
speaking of beef mom is making ribs..well it isn't beef..it's pork..but I want one right now.
wow that last thought was random. Anyhoo....not much else..just answered the phone..of course..they wanted mom..who else?
aw..my friend got off..he said bye to me atleast..
hey..the washer er dryer stopped..huzzah..silence..now to find some music to listen to. I'm thinking hos.com, crissangel.com something of that sort.
While I"m on the topic of music..I'm thinking of doing emusic's 30 day trial and downloading some MP3s..if I had a MP3 player..that would be great..but no..I'll just burn a CD. Then design the cover sheet(the paper on the front) and the CD label..being as artsy as I am.
speaking of art..I need to oil paint..I feel the urge to hear the music that I paint to, to feel the brush spreading paint on the canvas..ah who am I kidding? I need a good subject and I don't have one..nothing seems to be comming in my head..at the moment I've got a green leaf sitting in water..or something beachy..but it isn't clear enough to do anything..and besides I am SANS(shoot what is the word, it's a stand for the canvas..)easle(aha..I knew I'd think of it). Bah..bah to the whole art world for cursing me with an unclear picture in my head and no easle..GIMMIE AN EASLE! FEH! :evil:
Well..I'm getting used to the idea of tBucks..I don't have many..and what I can buy stinks..and I'm not creative enough to understand and write my own javascript, and I'm not good enough with my HTML(I know basic stuffs) and..don't EVEN go there with CSS.
Anyway..I'm outie..
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| BAH! |
| 06.26.04 (12:25 pm) [edit] |
I don't like having my niece here..she doesn't care to socialize and MOM doesn't see that..she thinks that we both want everything to do with each other..but we don't. That's not really fair due to the fact that I was nearly forced to go to the pool with them [i]right[/i] after I got back from an exhausting week at camp..that isn't fair...[LINE]
[LINE]why does the sky look blue? [i]random thought there people[/i][LINE]
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and also I want my Kelly(it's a guy) to come visit me now..I want him to come and stay at the lovely condos around where I live(I live in a Gated Comunity..NO I"m not a snob and/or rich..just lucky)[LINE]
[LINE] what else..oh yah did I mention I want a snowboard?
[LINE] I am trying not to freak due to the fact that I'm going to a public school and not being homeschooled anymore..tis a scary thought for me..*shudders*public..
[LINE]ALSO! what is up with my supervisor Karen at work(I work at Wendy's..yes I work at wendy's..)she's weird..and argues with the fry cooks..alot.
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know what else? I want Kelly to come visit me..wait I told you that...duh
[LINE]also..wait..not much else..feh..*pokes Jeris*
-Que
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